Call Me The Sorrow, Call Me The Joy

A few days ago, I had a near death experience. It's interesting. You don't see your life flash past your eyes, and you don't see a light. Thats all bullshit. It got me thinking though. I'm about to go on a rant here, so bare with me.

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After coming to conciousness(although I drifted in and out of it) I had time to think in the bed I layed. I thought about what I had, and who I had and really how much I was grateful for it. We all get depressed for the most minial things. It's disgusting. We have no right to be depressed. Now matter who you are in america, you have a home, a family, food to eat and yet we get depressed if somebody dumps us? Says something mean about us? Or just something bad happens? Thats selfish to the fullest extent of the word. It's fucking highschool. It's fucking life. Get the over it because if you don't, you won't be able to live a decent life. Don't tell me your life is shit, cause you know what? IT'S NOT THAT BAD! There is probobly 2billion more people who have it worse than you, than me. We're ignorant, and selfish by nature. However, we have the choice to fix that, or let that continue.

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in other news, I'm leading defense on my JV soccer team and I'm playing varsity.