Insomnia

Havn't really been able to sleep for a decent while. Bout a month. I find myself thinking bout the same things, same people, same problems. I supposed I'm used to it. I guess I'm just a night kind of person. There is no problems in my life. In fact it's quite the oppisite. I am the happiest I have ever been. Thats the problem though. I am so used to being deppresed, so used to being stressed out constantly, it's thrown me for a loop. It's weird. I almost crave disorder. I almost crave the stress. Who knows. I might just settle into this peacefulness but eventually I will have to go right back to the stress, the monotnous disorder of everyday life.