Blind Evolution

I was looking over old messages on a site I visit frequently and it was interesting to see how much my personality has truly changed. It's a bit scary really to think how much more I will change. Will it be for the better or worse? I don't know but I can only hope for the best. Really it is like evolution. Changing to fit the needs your surroundings ask for. Over the last 3 or so years, I have had different friends due to the fact, I didn't truly know who or for that matter what I am. At this moment I still may not truly know who or what I am which is what scares me a bit. I have the best friends a guy could have, like my best friend Kayla who I would do anything for if it meant she was happy, jordy, aaron, danny, jourdan, and nicole plus others I don't need to mention but regardless, I would hate to lose any of them. I know that I will change but that doesn't mean my set of friends do and I will try to stick with them as long as I can. I know most of us will need to part one day but even if I can be with my best friend into adult hood then thats more than enough to make me happy.

heh, I am actually pretty happy.